Consistent - Not!

Lately I've been "meeting"quite a couple of ladies who has been following my blog to look for answers on Furmon. I am happy that this blog has brought me closer to many who are going through the same journey as I am. I least I now have reference to more people who are using the cream. But I apologies in advance coz I really do not have any answers for you ladies, I too am searching for answers for myself.

Unfortunately, I am not as consistent as I wish to be in my Journey. My up's and down's are horrible and I truly think that I have "gotten used" to the fact that pregnancy might not be for me. For the first one month on my Journey I was such a good girl, I applied the cream every four hours as recommended by Kak Lin, then I found out that I had a double line, went to the gyne, he told me that my body was not strong enough and that was why I had the early miscarriage. Truth be told, I did not feel sad, I was not angry either. I was just neutral. To me, I had my period. That was all.

But after getting a few email's from my "Furmon Sisters" I realised that I was not alone in this. Others have/are going through an even more winding road. I feel for all of you ladies, I really do. So after chatting up with some of my new friends, I have decided to restart my Furmon treatment.

Whatsapped Kak Lin and got a new bottle from her and started immediately, which was the day after Merdeka. Just like when I first started Furmon, I had sharp pains around my womb/ovaries area. It was so consistent and painful that there was a time that I was actually sweating from the pain which was sooooo weirdddddd.....

But that went on for only 4 days. The pain stopped right after that. Then my period came, so very quietly. I felt nothing when my period came. No pain, no pms, no cramps, NOTHING! I was soooo happy when I realised I had my period and that it was painless. I wasn't even uncomfortable. It was just a normal day for me.

On my third day, while I was showering, that was when it happened. (TMI ALEART) clots after clots kept coming, non stop for a good one hour. then it stopped, and by the time it did, I actually felt tired. I asked a few of my friends who are on Furmon if the had experienced this, one who has endometriosis just like me said she experienced the same thing on her first month, and when she went to the gyne her 4.2cm cyst has disappeared. *POOF* MAGIC

So, I hope and pray that it will be the same case for me too! Inn Sha Allah.

I am now on day 5 of my period and Mr Husband and I will be going for a work trip cum honeymoon this coming weekend. Hopefully this trip will give us rezeki of being pregnant (Amin Amin Amin)

But other than the clots and the no pain during period, nothing new has happened. If you ladies have any tips to share with me please do. I am open to anything to get this baby making on a roll.

Love,
Aisyah