Let's start with this:
CD: 3
Flow: madness
Pain: I think I am going to die
If this is what labor pains feel like, I am signing up for an epidural NOW! Even without being pregnant. When I look at myself in the mirror today, I look so damn pale, it's like I'm a vampire or something. And when the Furmon lady told me that when my period comes all the old blood/clots that's been hanging around partying in my womb, around my ovaries, around my tubes were all gonna finally leave I had my doubts. Tapi today damn son! Rasa Mcm nak terberanak. The little people in my tummy are working extra hard today, squeezing and pulling and ripping my insides. Tapi it's not like I didn't know that this was coming, but I was Poyo poyo thinking, nahhhh this will not happen to me.
TMI Alert!
Even while I was showering this morning, clots were coming out like no body's business. For the past 6 years of me learning that I have endometriosis, this has never ever ever happen to me.
But! Alhamdulillah I take this as a really good sign. Clearing out all that crap and getting rid of all that nonsense that has been infesting my body. Smua orang cakap, for us women if our womb and intestines is healthy, Inn Sha Allah everything else follows.
Ok that's all for today. Still in pain but need to get the clothes folded *cry*
Love
Aisyah
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