Bottle Number 2

Assalamualaikum Guys,

I dont really have anything to update actually except that my boobs feel like they are watermelons, my back aches, my tekak feels itchy like I swallowed sand or something and I cant sleep at night but i'm sleepy all day long. Sucks to be me right now.

But I can breakdown why I am feeling all of this

1. boobs like watermelons = I am 5 days to AF and since my boobs are normally the size of a honeydew anyways, so its just a slight size increase, tapi teramatlah tak selesa. and this is almost (i get this at least 3 - 4 times a year) my normal symptoms before AF.

2. Backache. my boobs are heavy remember?

3. Sakit tekak, not too sure, I hope I dont fall sick :(

4. Cannot sleep - ntahlah, I think I miss my little Nur Aisya Dayana too much :( her grandma took her for a two week long holiday

5. Sleepy all day - yalah, cannot sleep at night! pfft

So anyways,

I was running out of my Furmon cream today and just ordered my second bottle, one more bottle before I go to the gyne to check if my endometriosis has improved with hopes that my ovarian cysts are gone too!

So day 25 of using this cream, besides me ovulating, my tummy still looks higher (even mr husband notices) and I AM ALWAYS HUNGRY :(

*munching on muruku as i type*

I don't know if I should blame the cream or myself. Im gonna start fasting tomorrow so we'll see what happens then.

Anyways... besides those mentioned above, nothing much has happened. Im still the same old me, become older each day.

Love
Aisyah

Raw Egg White

TMI ALERT! Body fluids will be given accurate description here:

So anyways,

According to my flow calendar, I ovulated today!

Ignore the starhub sign, Im in spore for a business trip. hehe.

But of course I did not believe the calendar, its just regular calculation so I did what most websites asked to do, check your CM... and after yearssssss, today I got that stringy, not so clear, not so white, raw egg white kinda CM! I was soooo happy! There was no smell though (so I guess thats a good sign?) and it made not wearing panty liners so uncomfortable.

Then I took an OPK (In my hotel room alone in spore "sad face" )

What did I get?

TADAAAA!!!!

I am sooo happy to see this improvement, Alhamdulillah. 

Too soon though to be excited, but at least I know Im ovulating, and that Furmon is working well for me. I am feeling better each day.

Love

Aisyah

Up There

Assalamualaikum :)

Remember I said that i felt like my womb has gone up after applying Furmon? well, today is day 12 in my cycle and I was thinking to myself, maybeeeeee it was a side effect of my period that everything just tightened up in there! So today, I stood in front of a mirror again, and what did i see? My perut looks MUCH HIGHER!

Amazeballs! I cant believe it. So now I really do believe that people with prolapsed uterus can really get better with Furmon.

So I had family over this weekend and of course, diet went down the drain since we went out makan for every meal! started with nasi ayam hailam uptown for lunch, uptown food court for dinner (so thats sizzling western for me) the next day was dimsum at minmax pnb darby park for brunch, then we went to Quill City Mall to jalan-jalan = more snacks, and tapau-ed tomyum for dinner :( cry....

So u get the point, when I say that my diet went down the drain, in went farrrr farrrr farrrrrrrrrrrrr-rrrr-rrrrr-rrrrr down.

Back to furmon, according to my "My Days" calendar, I should be ovulating tomorrow, but I don't remember what it feels like to ovulate, as of today, I feel damn nauseous, my boobs are uncomfortable and my lower abdomen feels heavy. I should take a test i know, but I was rushing this morning and totally forgot.

I used to take ovulation tests, but it came up positive ALL THE TIME! Thanks endometriosis for confusing the tests, so I hope this time around no more false reading, otherwise it is gonna be a waste of money :(

But I am still continuing my furmon and hopefully after three months when I go for my scan everything would be cleared up in there, Inn Sha Allah, Amin. 

If any of you guys are going through this same Furmon journey please share em with me or if your blogging about it too please do let me know too what its like for u!

Love 

Aisyah

  

Spring cleaning!

Let's start with this:

CD: 3
Flow: madness
Pain: I think I am going to die

If this is what labor pains feel like, I am signing up for an epidural NOW! Even without being pregnant. When I look at myself in the mirror today, I look so damn pale, it's like I'm a vampire or something. And when the Furmon lady told me that when my period comes all the old blood/clots that's been hanging around partying in my womb, around my ovaries, around my tubes were all gonna finally leave I had my doubts. Tapi today damn son! Rasa Mcm nak terberanak. The little people in my tummy are working extra hard today, squeezing and pulling and ripping my insides.  Tapi  it's not like I didn't know that this was coming, but I was Poyo poyo thinking, nahhhh this will not happen to me.

TMI Alert!

Even while I was showering this morning, clots were coming out like no body's business. For the past 6 years of me learning that I have endometriosis, this has never ever ever happen to me.

But! Alhamdulillah I take this as a really good sign. Clearing out all that crap and getting rid of all that nonsense that has been infesting my body. Smua orang cakap, for us women if our womb and intestines is healthy, Inn Sha Allah everything else follows.

Ok that's all for today. Still in pain but need to get the clothes folded *cry*

Love

Aisyah

Red Flag Attack!

Good Morning,

I now realise the only place I feel comfortable writing my blog is in the office, maybe its coz when I'm home and on my laptop all I can hear is "Ibu ootuutawn oootuuutawnnn" = "Ibu all through town all through town" or also known as wheels on the bus. That's all she likes to watch for nursery rhymes, if its not that, its Upin dan Ipin on major repeat! Sampai Ibu dah hafal each and every word of the episode (I am not exaggerating)

So now for the real update, today I am on day two of my AF (aunt flow = period), Yesterday when I woke up from bed, I thought I was gonna die from cramps, it was so sakit it was seriously not funny. On top of that I had to poop too (TMI im sorry) so just imagine period cramps and sakit perut combined, damn. But after awhile the pain went away, especially after I applied my Furmon cream. Not too sure if that had anything to do with the pain subsiding, or just that my tummy adjusted to the pain.

But anyways, AF was really shy yesterday, it was so little that I felt like it was one of those fake spottings and not full on flow, until today... there is blood everywhere, its like someone turned the tap on and its just flowing like no ones business, but! no pain at all. I've read that for some people recovering from endometriosis when all the clots that is stuck around your organs starts to shed, it'll hurt like cray cray. But up to now (10am 8th May) no pain what-so-ever. I just need heavy flow tampons and overnight pads to keep it all under control.

Oh lupa nak bagitau, ever since I've started Furmon, Ive also started on Bio-Zinc complex pills, folic acid and vitamin B. All of these is to replace the blood that we loose during period, give us energy and strengthen the womb. So hopefully I am on track to recovery. Eating loads of greens and fruits too, so Ive stocked all of these up in the office pantry so that I dont end up munching on junk when im bored. Huhu

Anyways, work is calling

Will update more when/if I see more difference

Love,

Aisyah

Taman tasik perdana

Good morning kawan-kawan!

Sorry I missed out on my Furmon ttc update this past few days. Baru second post dah tak tepati janji.

But for good reasons, it was a full long weekend this past four days. According to the Lady who sold me my cream, endometriosis or any other fertility patients should do some sort of sweating in order to help with the process. So when my friends asked if I would like to join their jogging session in Taman tasik perdana I jumped at the opportunity 😊 on Friday!

Anyways for keeps sake and sharing opportunity here are some photos of my jogging session!

 My little person is in playground heaven

 After all that running aka chasing chacha around

 My little model in the making :)

Group duckface attempt fail coz Suhaila wanted to stay pretty

Back to my Furmon update, from Saturday til Monday nothing dramatic happened, so the normal sapu cream every 4 hours went on. But yesterday while I was putting on my second application of cream for that day, I noticed something strange. My tummy looked higher! like it went back into place or something. You see, I've been to a few people to urut and sengkak and all of them have said the same thing about my womb, and that it is "longgar". It wont stay put in its place for some reason and apparently the socket that holds it into place is not doing its job. I dont really know the answer to this so i often have to sengkak. After the urut session I will usually notice that my tummy is higher, meaning that my womb is in place, but after a couple of weeks, it will slowly go back to its old state. But this time, no urut just sapu sapu cream and by tummy looks higher. Im taking it as a good sign.

All in all, my almost one week experience with this cream has been fruitful since i can see the difference. Now to wait for my period to see if I can see a difference there pulak! Wish me luck

6th May 2015
CD - 26
Period Due 5th May (1 day late but I feel it cominggggg)

Love 

Aisyah